I set a very clear intention with the universe a few years back: I didn’t want to lift a finger when it came to calling my dream man into my life.
This sort of blind faith and trust wasn’t necessarily based on faith, but frustration.
I had learned all the in’s and out’s of manifestation.. I even took a course that was intended to be on money manifesting and tried to turn it into MANifesting, but alas… nothing.
In a moment of fury I screamed to the sky “fine, I’m handing this over to YOU because clearly what I’ve been doing isn’t working.”
And what would you know, the universe delivered.
All of my boyfriends from that moment forward were introduced into my life organically, as opposed to the swipe to order dating apps.
Meet cutes became my standard.
Don’t let me fool you, I may have stopped swiping, but I did not stop manifesting.
January 30, 2022- By the time this journal is complete, I call into my life a fully aligned partnership with the man of my dreams. He is equal parts sexy, funny, and supportive, and it becomes clear from our first encounter that we have a special connection. I find it a bit ridiculous / wishful thinking that my guides keep communicating that whoever he is will enter my life by March 10, but I respect Divine Timing and am here for whatever happens.
Two weeks later, I uprooted my life in Philly to live out my dream of moving to New York City, and got a new apartment in the West Village as leading ladies do. And as fate would have it, I met my next male lead. At least for one season.
Sunday, February 27, 2022- I had so much fun last night. I stayed out until 3am which is usually so unlike me, but I legitimately had such a good time. Spider caused a romantic situation with my neighbor. I definitely think I am still drunk, but I also think I have a crush on my neighbor.
My Bengal cat, Spider, ran out from my apartment into the hallway, and into my hot neighbor’s apartment. He ran under his bed, where we laid on the floor to retrieve him. I gave my neighbor a look when I saw a gold hoop earring on his floor and we laughed; this all felt too good to be true.
Sure enough, it was.
Monday, March 14, 2022- Seth apparently has a girlfriend because I heard them fighting for hours last night. So my little crush has been healed.
My little crush was not healed.